assalamualaikum...peace be upon you
I am in sadness and in lost...
Tonight, is the 27th night of ramadhan. It is a great night. But not to me. Tonight I have lost the battle against my nafsu. I have sinned. I have wasted the night with deeds that should not be done.
I am in sadness and in lost...
I only managed to get two rakaat of tahajjud and two rakaat of taubah. Sincerity? I don't know - don't dare say. The only thing that i knew is that I am truly ashamed and truly embarresed to ask him for anything. In my heart right now I only pray and hope that HE will forgive and guide me back to HIS path.
RABBI ANSURNI! RABBI! SUBHANAKA INNI KUNTU MINAL DHZOLIMIIN. RABBI! LA HAWALA KUWATA ILLA BILLAH HIL A'LIUL A'ZIMM.
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These are the chronicles, ramblings and thoughts of once a man, now a half-dead. Archived by a nameless observer... Read, rants or curse all you wish - as those are the things that will make him again ... a man.
Monday, October 31, 2005
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- Once a man born as a prince. Born in the year of the Wood Rabbit. Under the sign of the Water Bearer. Influenced by the Air Element. Now...an Agnus from Hells' Hearth.
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