the i'm trapped...

assalamualaikum and peace be upon you...


Ever felt that you are trapped between two worlds?

I got that all the time. Well not worlds - more of two personality. I always felt trapped - torned between two lifes. One that have no boundries what so ever and one that have to curb and control himself from the pleasures in life.

I am always confused of what is defined as love, life and living. Why there are so many rules and requirements. Deep inside of me, I have always wanted to live life as I want. But then, there are rules that have been set by religions and society that I have to adhered. I have always hated these rules, regulations and requirements.

I still do.