Saturday, March 01, 2008

...and I give you this...

Assalamualaikum and peace be upon you ...

This be the third week of the First month,
Second year of being a slave to a slave,
Year of the Terra Murinus,

22nd day of the 4th moth since the West is reluctantly shade by distance...
___________ooOoo___________
oo(O)oo

Coming Out From My Long Slumber
(an update of a sort)

___________ooOoo___________
oo(O)oo

YAWNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN.... hmmmmmmppph...

Hello...long time no see ya? Forgive me if you have waited longer than you should for me to crawl out of my old smelly blanket.

I really need that nap, though it is nothing close to a sound sleep, it brought me a few grains of rest to a mind that is no less than a mess.

Yup, still a whole load of mess my head and my existence is.

No matter, up to this point of life, I have gotten used to it.

In my recent four months of forced nap, I had many dreams.

In those dreams...

I was given power,

I and she who is no longer and will never be mine unhid our love to each other,

I succumb to the love of a lover who owns not the throne of my heart,

I was place out side the walls of my heart's fortress,

I was made slave to the one that I should enslave,

I found a pillow to rest at the edge of haven's sewers,

and,

I made a crown from hells' brimstones.

Maybe, I would tell you more of each and every one of them, or, maybe I won't.

As all they keys of my tales, lay firmly in your hold.

---oo0oo---

...and again, another end begins...

___________ooOoo___________
oo(O)oo

STARTING POINT WHERE THE ENDS BEGINS
(this be the place where i have abruptly hid in silence)

___________ooOoo___________
oo(O)oo

CLOSE YOUR EYES
(final installment to the beginning of a series of a continuation)


___________ooOoo___________
oo(O)oo

Said the lord(s) and ladi(es) of this intangible plane of existence to the Demon Prince -

Master Demon,

That is what i used to do. Emptied my heart...closed my eyes, let my mind float until i disappear in my own darkness...
Escapade...

- The Traveling Lady Sue -


---oo0oo---

LET your self loose and be in comfort, limber down all of your limbs and free all care that plagues your mind.

Inhale, with the greatest ease that you can muster; deliberately, slowly but most importantly, inhale luxuriously.
Then exhale in the same manner.

Lift all strain from your lovely eyes, yes, lift them from those lovely tired eyes that have never cease to be burden with the darkness that lies behind everything bright.

Keep taking those relaxing luxurious breaths and do not pause your efforts to lift those burdens.

Keep doing it until you reach, in your mind, the dark void where everything that you know ceases to exist.

There, empty your heart, your soul and your mind. Make them as empty as the dark void it self.

Think of none, wish of none, and feel of none.

Think of none, wish of none, feel of none except for how free and weightless your self is in that void.

Think of it, wish for it, and feel for it.

Think of it, wish for it, and feel for it, until you can see you body float in all nothingness and in all darkness.

So free.

So relaxed.

So peaceful.

So serene.

Think of it, wish for it, and feel for it, until you can see you body float in all nothingness and in all darkness until you feel that your physical body ceases to exist in the mortal planes no more.
Let your self loose and in comfort, limber down all of your limbs and free all care that plagues your mind.


Bask your self in this newfound existence...


Bask your self in it and take your time enjoying it until you can see and even feel a growing light brightening your surroundings.


Bask your self in your new existence and in the warmth of the growing light brightening your surroundings until familiar shapes began to show themselves to you.


Bask your self in your new existence while enjoying the warmth of the growing light brightening your surroundings accompanied by the familiar shapes that began to materialized until you can feel their textures and find serenity in their beauty and find rejuvenation in their sweet sweet smells.

Bask your self in your new existence while enjoying the warmth of the growing light brightening your surroundings accompanied by the familiar shapes that began to materialized enhanced by the multitude of textures while serenading to the serenity of the sweet sweet smells until it become your reality in this moment that lays hidden between a blink of the eyes.

Let your self be free in this reality.

Let your self loose and in comfort, limber down all of your limbs and free all care that plagues your mind.

Take, at first, small little deliberate steps in this new reality that you have found and walk with put the tiniest of care until you can feel the pavements made from dark sweet chocolate bricks.

It smells nice isn't it? Savor it, savor the sweet smell of the chocolate bricks pavement until you can smell the scent of havenly flowers interlaced with it.

Look around for the source of that interlaced smell, look with a smile and you will find the source with a laughter.

When you have found it, touch it and feel it. So soft, so lovely.

Lay down, on them.

Na ah ... don't you dare let worry sneak in to your heart. Just lay on down on those havenly flowers and trust that they'll take you like a very plush bed do.

Now sleep. Sleep so very soundly without any care. Rest your tire mind and soul while savoring the zest of these flowers of heaven. When you have really rested, continue exploring this newfound reality. Travel again on the chocolate bricks pavement while savoring the sweet scents of heaven and the lovely songs of paradise birds.

Dance to their songs.

Jiggle with them.

Humble your worries with them, not stop even until you reach a magnificent castle at the end of the road...

Beautiful is it not the castle those towers that stood magnificently in front of, and look, it seems like the valiant guards at the gates are smiling and gesturing you to come.

Though with out words, you can still hear their soft yet strong voices greets you, and if you listen carefully, you would realize that they are greeting you as if you are one of the royalties that resides here.

Well, you are...

Again, let your self loose and be in comfort, limber down all of your limbs and free all care that plagues your mind.

Inhale, with the greatest ease that you can muster; deliberately, slowly but most importantly, inhale luxuriously.

Then exhale in the same manner.

Let no strain kiss your lovely eyes, gaining that, enjoy this new found existence in this age old realm.

Keep taking those relaxing luxurious breaths and do not stop your enjoyment.

Now, close your eyes.

Stand up straight.

Beginning with slow diliberate turns, start swirling your body.

Pick up the pace, make it go faster and faster.

Untill all that is so clear became blur.

Blurring bits by bits until darkness falls back to the place it once reign.
Stop.

Its ugly is it not? To be once again in this place that you tried hard to make foreign?
Which is more to your likings? This one or the one that you have just left?

Look at both of your palms.

The place you longed for is there.

<-END->

-o0o-
ANSWER ME THIS
-o0o-

beloved friends tell me please,
if it is the end of this beginning be the root to your ease,
or,
it is the beginning of this end that would spawn your bliss,
tell me so that for you I may wheel,
a cart for this tale and banish all crease,

but,

be what ever that you may ever wish,
feed my mind with thoughts as a dish,
and give strength to my soul to bring a dot marking mark a finish.

___________ooOoo___________
oo(O)oo

THE CHILD AND THE SKY

-o0o-
the little child stare staright at the sky,
his eyes shouted to the sky a red stare of bile,
his tears reek hideous blight,
his lips whispered a truth not nay,
fisticuffs be the feast of this night,
as hurt reigns in the place of his smile,
something he thought the sky sowed in guile,
by hiding shines that are gentle and mild,
and bring forth storms that made all sacrosancts rile,
pointing to him a divine lie.

but,

the sky kept sporting a havenly smile,
that kept the soil under the child's feet fertile,
and chase hunger far from his mama's scullery,
by keeping the fire merry,
and making the stove proof its worthy,
so that what was once raw became a lovely fricassee,
that would make darkness say goodbye,
hence giving place to a lovely smile,
and calmed the heart of a sadden child.

___________ooOoo___________
oo(O)oo

In another time,
another tale will come.

maybe,

of the things the Demon saw as a Slave to a Slave.

but for now,

the Demon would only want to rest.
and rest the Demon will,
in a land where demons were kill,
on hot sands that would test the strongest of will.

___________ooOoo___________
_______THANK YOU_______
_______O_______
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