...and sometimes the smiles do come to visit...

Assalamualaikum dan sejahteralah ke atas kamu...

1 Rejeb 1939,

Kamis (Respati) Kliwon - Menail

Tahun Alip.

Hari ke 11 menjadi hamba kepada hamba...

___________ooOoo___________

oo(O)oo

LADY ICE, SCRAWNY SCARECROW

(this and every posts after are the continued versions of the story first written on 31st May 2006)

___________ooOoo___________

oo(O)oo

___________ooOoo___________

oo(O)oo

No Poem Today

no poem today,

as I am gay,

not in your mind's way,

but in the form of misfortune away.

no words today,

as me forehead shall be laid,

not in the way you would want it to be said,

but in the way that a man is made.

no tears tonight,

as me black begins to hide,

not true to the meaning of pride,

but in the way of a beggar's stride.

**just a note**

I won a Samsung sgh-X820

I got confirmed today

I finally realized that I have not been gratefull enough to God

even with all the blessings that He has graced me life

- and that made me feel really bad -

___________ooOoo___________

oo(O)oo

hadap irama cengkerik yang lain nanti,

jemari lacur ini akan menari lagi,

hadap irama cengkrik yang kian lewat ini,

jemari lacur ini ingin labuh di jeti mentari

___________ooOoo___________

oo(O)oo

_______TERIMA KASIH_______

_______O_______

...and the harder the tears are...

Assalamualaikum peace be upon you ...

Day of the Mundanes,

24th dawn of the Month of the Hay,

Year of the Caminus Canis,

9th day of the 5th month in a life as a Slave to a Slave...

___________ooOoo___________

oo(O)oo

LADY ICE, SCRAWNY SCARECROW

(this and every posts after are the continued versions of the story first written on 31st May 2006)

- to be continued (yet again) -

___________ooOoo___________

oo(O)oo

Scroll up, maybe, just maybe, you will find what I have lost...

___________ooOoo___________

oo(O)oo

milik yang tiada bertuan

hening subuh,

bening senja,

harum sungguh bau seroja,

terpegang hanya dek dua rongga,

tersentuh hanya dek yang tak terpurus dua,

terharap hanya dek sang wira purba,

terbina hanya dek mimpi jiwa,

terkota hanya tatkala maut tiba,

terlupus hanya dek pengganti jiwa.

terjawab hanya dek bulan di riba.

___________ooOoo___________

oo(O)oo

hadap irama cengkerik yang lain nanti,

jemari lacur ini akan menari lagi,

hadap irama cengkrik yang kian lewat ini,

jemari lacur ini ingin labuh di jeti mentari.

___________ooOoo___________

oo(O)oo

_______TERIMA KASIH_______

_______O_______

...the more the ahhh...

Assalamualaikum dan sejahteralah ke atas kamu...

Hari Respati Pon - Uye,
23 Jumadilakir 1939,
Tahun Alip.

Hari ke 5, bulan ke 5 menjadi hamba kepada hamba...

___________ooOoo___________

oo(O)oo

LADY ICE, SCRAWNY SCARECROW

___________ooOoo___________

oo(O)oo

- to be continued (yet again) -

___________ooOoo___________

oo(O)oo

Lone Star

shining bright above my head,

in shades that hide the red,

in red where blue is bred,

on a background where all colors fled.

a picture of hope that shall not be denied,

in denial of a fate that envy lies,

in an existence seen by only those unseen.
and only known by a nameless name.

___________ooOoo___________

oo(O)oo

In another time,

another tale will come.
maybe,

of the things,

the Demon saw as a Slave to a Slave.

but for now,
the Demon would only want to rest.

___________ooOoo___________

oo(O)oo

_______THANK YOU_______

_______O_______

...and i hate that i have to hate...

Assalamualaikum and peace be upon you...

Day of the Terribles,

17th dawn of the Month of the Hay,

Year of the Caminus Canis,

2nd day of the 5th month in a life as a Slave to a Slave...

___________ooOoo___________

oo(O)oo

Ice Lady, Scrawny Scarecrow

___________ooOoo___________

oo(O)oo

Scroll up, and maybe, just maybe you'll find what i have lost...

___________ooOoo___________
oo(O)oo

Earth

a being of countless age,

a face of a thousand look,

a smile of a million happiness,

a happiness of a thousand laughters,

a wisdom of a thousand sages,

but, a sadness of a single tear.

a day with a million steps,

a night with an eternity of dances,

a dawn with a thousand flowers,

a dusk with a gargantuan yawns,

yet, rested only on a broken arm.

___________ooOoo___________

oo(O)oo

In another time,

another tale will come.

maybe,

of the things,

the Demon saw as a Slave to a Slave.

but for now,
the Demon would only want to rest.

___________ooOoo___________

oo(O)oo

_______THANK YOU_______

_______O_______

...and another tale that begining to stale...

Assalamualaikum dan sejahteralah ke atas kamu...

Hari Redite Wage - Uye,

19 Jumadilakir 1939,

Tahun Alip.

Hari pertama, bulan kelima menjadi hamba kepada Hamba...

___________ooOoo___________

oo(O)oo

scroll up, and maybe tou'll find what i have lost...

___________ooOoo___________

oo(O)oo

You

you are one part of me is,

you are one part of me bliss,

you are one part of me kiss,

you are one part of me that naught hiss,

yet,

you are one part of me pain,

you are one part of me rain,

you are one part of me I wish to slain,

you are one part of me disdain.

hurt am I naught by what the other thought,

hurt am I do by the battle that you fight with me naught,

hurt am I do by you rusting iron rod.

you killed me.

___________ooOoo___________

oo(O)oo

In another time,

another tale will come.
maybe,
of the things,

the Demon saw as a Slave to a Slave.
but for now,

the Demon would only rest.

___________ooOoo___________

oo(O)oo

_______THANK YOU_______

_______O_______

...the more i long for the things i lost...

Assalamualaikum and peace be upon you...

Day of the Terribles,

11th dawn of the Month of the Hay,

Year of the Caminus Canis,

26th day of the 4th month in a life as a Slave to a Slave...

___________ooOoo___________
oo(O)oo

look up, and you may find what i have lost...

___________ooOoo___________

oo(O)oo

In another time,

another tale will come,

maybe,

of the things that the Demon saw as a Slave to a Slave,

For now,

the Demon would only...

rest.

___________ooOoo___________

oo(O)oo